Puffy White Cloud (part deux)

Name: Josh
Scripture: Numbers 9
"15On the day the tabernacle, the Tent of the Testimony, was set up, the cloud covered it. From evening till morning the cloud above the tabernacle looked like fire. 16That is how it continued to be; the cloud covered it, and at night it looked like fire. 17Whenever the cloud lifted from above the Tent, the Israelites set out; wherever the cloud settled, the Israelites encamped...21Sometimes the cloud stayed only from evening till morning, and when it lifted in the morning, they set out. Whether by day or by night, whenever the cloud lifted, they set out. 22Whether the cloud stayed over the tabernacle for two days or a month or a year, the Israelites would remain in camp and not set out; but when it lifted, they would set out."

OAP: I seriously want to live in this time period, in this community. To be surrounded by people whose whole purpose is just to follow God, to let him control everything, to see him so tangibly. To pack up your belongings at a moment's notice and leave at his command or to stay however long and dwell with Him. To be completely reliant on God even if it meant living for years in a crummy barren deserted place, or staying for just an hour in a pristine fruitful meadow. To travel around and set camp wherever God asks regardless of personal desires or obligations. But i'm here in almaden with no column of cloud, no pillar of fire.

Prayer: So God please provide clarity and direction- i'm lost.