"Well how much was the ticket?"
"I don't know, I just gave it to my Mom"  

"I was going to, but it was hard"

"It was kindness week at my school...And I didn't"

"What if a mute person has no hands"


Tuesday, April 8

Now?

Name: Chad
Scripture: Deuteronomy 28; Mark 1:21-45

OAP: I am just waiting for Josh to be free, otherwise I would not be doing this right now. There have been bursts of prayer today, but mainly I just stuck to my plan for the day. I prayed about it beforehand but never really reevaluated. I have learned recently that it is important to reevaluate and repetition.
I should do that.
I don't want to go to God because my experience is usually something that requires reading and writing and intensive thought. I have been doing that for the last 15 hours and many more before that. I need to clear my head and I don't think I trust God for that. I trust Josh for that.
This isn't complacency, it is my stream of consciousness confession, no edits.

Fine. I know.

1 comment:

Ryan said...

You should check out Sacred Pathways by Gary Thomas which talks about the different ways people relate to God (or you can get the cliff notes version from the Day 7 Resources Table . . . How Do YOU Relate To God?). Most people have a couple. And the "warnings" about the tendencies of certain pathways offers suggestions of others to seek out when out of balance. Just food for thought.